tell

i've always known someday you'll leave 

hurt me eventually that's what i believed

but you made me break down my wall

and along the way you made me fall

u spoiled me with things i never expected 

my skeptic excuses you've always rejected  

giving me fantasies that love can be real

if only i would allow myself to feel

now that my heart is open  wide

exposing the feelings i've tried to hide

i'm scared as hell,  i know you know

coz i can't bear to see if you go

so if you won't love me please say so

maybe these illusions i can still throw…. 

don’t

don't make me love you 

don't make me care

don't make me believe

you'll always be there

coz if i'll love you

coz if i'll care

if you'll not feel the same

that thought  i cant bear 

tears

sweet 

agonies

salty

memories

flowing

falling

slowly

running

through broken hopes

calming

cleansing 

my shattered soul 

my battered heart

tears.

damn.

it hurts.

wind

i'm alone again

embracing the cold wind  of emptiness

pulling on the arms of space

hoping that its strength

will make me feel safe

i know the wind wont ever succumb

to my sweetest pleas

but i'm back to asking the wind again

since u went away… 

expiration date

i'm not asking for forever

i'm not saying leave me never

i just want your embrace

i just want a little taste

of how it feels to be cared for 

something i've never felt before

i know you cant stay

It's what i always hear you say

but i guess i'll take this chance

and bravely ask with a smile

baby can you love me for a while…? 

Magic

you were just an illusion who came into my reality
you were a vague dream who've woven your way into my consciousness
but what hurts is the fact that you can never be real enough for me to grasp
for me to call my own realized fantasy
you gave me the pledge
then the dreaded turn
but i know i can never have the prestige…

satisfaction

I

Seek

Find

Reach

Grasp

Go

Come

Make

Happen

Care

Stop

Am.

cloud nine

id rather not know.

id rather not find.

id rather not expect.

id rather be blind.

id rather escape.

id rather miss.

id rather avoid.

ignorance is bliss.

love sucks

my eyes are blind

but for you i’ll see

my soul was sold

but for you it’s free

my heart is dead

 but for you it still beats

i am nothing but for you I’ll be…

sana bukas

sana bukas
masilayan
sana bukas 
mapansin 
sana bukas
iniiisip
sana bukas
nadarama
sana bukas
makamit
sana bukas
ikaw
sana…

jellyn cunanan gueco

tikim

one glance
is enough to satisfy
this hungry heart
one smile
adds a certain spice 
to this tasteless existence
one word 
gives my life’s recipe
its perfect ingredient
but then
one taste
ruined me for good
for nothing
can compare
to your
undeniable sweetness
so forever
i yearn
for another taste

from within…

Look inside you
but don’t open your eyes.,,
Know what you feel
without using your mind…
Instead, just listen to your heart…
Let it tell you
your innermost desires…
your deepest yearnings…
what you want best in life..
Only then will you find
happiness…
from within.

Jellyn Cunanan Gueco

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