tell

October 8, 2007

i've always known someday you'll leave 

hurt me eventually that's what i believed

but you made me break down my wall

and along the way you made me fall

u spoiled me with things i never expected 

my skeptic excuses you've always rejected  

giving me fantasies that love can be real

if only i would allow myself to feel

now that my heart is open  wide

exposing the feelings i've tried to hide

i'm scared as hell,  i know you know

coz i can't bear to see if you go

so if you won't love me please say so

maybe these illusions i can still throw…. 

 

don’t

don't make me love you 

don't make me care

don't make me believe

you'll always be there

coz if i'll love you

coz if i'll care

if you'll not feel the same

that thought  i cant bear 

 

tears

sweet 

agonies

salty

memories

flowing

falling

slowly

running

through broken hopes

calming

cleansing 

my shattered soul 

my battered heart

tears.

damn.

it hurts.

wind

i'm alone again

embracing the cold wind  of emptiness

pulling on the arms of space

hoping that its strength

will make me feel safe

i know the wind wont ever succumb

to my sweetest pleas

but i'm back to asking the wind again

since u went away… 

expiration date

i'm not asking for forever

i'm not saying leave me never

i just want your embrace

i just want a little taste

of how it feels to be cared for 

something i've never felt before

i know you cant stay

It's what i always hear you say

but i guess i'll take this chance

and bravely ask with a smile

baby can you love me for a while…?