tell

i've always known someday you'll leave 

hurt me eventually that's what i believed

but you made me break down my wall

and along the way you made me fall

u spoiled me with things i never expected 

my skeptic excuses you've always rejected  

giving me fantasies that love can be real

if only i would allow myself to feel

now that my heart is open  wide

exposing the feelings i've tried to hide

i'm scared as hell,  i know you know

coz i can't bear to see if you go

so if you won't love me please say so

maybe these illusions i can still throw….